My dinner party guests were gathered and expectant
for their meal. I went off into the bedroom to give my seven-month-old
baby a feed before bed, and felt big, ropy lumps in my left breast.
I knew immediately what it was; a blocked duct!
The architecture of the breast was clearly engorged in a line
between my armpit and nipple, the way it is all around my breasts
in the mornings when they are over-full after a feed-free night.
In the evening they’re invariably empty and soft.
I’d feared getting mastitis even before I was pregnant
since a friend of mine had a breast abscess following mastitis.
Plus my midwife had told me if I didn’t attend to a blockage
straight away and it led to mastitis that I’d be screaming
for narcotics! This was from a woman who led me through a drug-free
labour.
But there was no pain, and no fever. So I soldiered on with
the dinner party, periodically disappearing from the group to
pump the breast and massage it as best I knew how.
The next day the lumps were reduced, but there was some pain,
which I hoped was from over-zealous massaging. The following
day a white spot appeared on the nipple, and the nipple hurt
like mad when my baby suckled. I massaged the breast in the shower
occasionally, but I didn’t really know how to massage
it. Stroke it? Squeeze it? How hard, and for how long? Most of
all I wished it away.
On the third night I was up in the early hours of the morning,
pumping my full breast to relieve the pain. I rang Le Leche
League the next day. The spot, the woman said, was probably a
bleb – the end of a long thread-like blockage that needed
to come out if I was to get relief. She said I might need to
use a sterilised needle remove the blister-like covering of the
spot in order to allow it to come out, and if I found that too
painful I should go to my GP to ask her to do it. Aaaaaagh!,
I thought.
On the same day a Karitane nurse advised I get some antibiotics
from my GP.
But I just knew that a GP would do nothing but charge me $50
and give me a prescription for antibiotics – and I knew
there must be a better solution. My body had built this perfect
baby and nourished him for this long – it wouldn’t
fail me now. I needed to talk to someone that really knew about
breastfeeding.
So I rang Barbara Fletcher, lactation consultant extraordinaire.
Someone had given me her phone number while I was pregnant. Barbara
was knocking on my door about an hour later.
She showed me how to press firmly behind the lump as my baby
suckled, moving the pressure gradually closer to my nipple as
the lump moved in that direction. I fed him in the football hold
so that his chin – the most powerful suckling part – was
positioned over the lump, and put him on the affected side first.
He was my most powerful ally, she said, because his suck is stronger
than a breast pump. However, he ‘went off’ that side
somewhat, possibly because the taste of the milk changed as a
result of the old milk clogging the duct, or maybe due to the
reduced flow, so I pumped from the side as well. I had to be
careful though – too much pumping would result in increased
milk supply on that side, and then there would be even more milk
to bank up in the duct.
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Barbara also guided me very gently through
the dreaded needle operation – I passed a needle through
a flame and then used it to pick the top off the white spot. Easy.
She also showed me how to put hot flannels on my nipple just before
feeding, because wet heat softens up the congealed old milk that’s
causing the problem.
I longed to see a big stringy thing emerge out of my nipple, and
to feel the relief that would give me from the ongoing pain. Barbara
said some women do see such a phenomenon – but I didn’t.
Because I could see drops of milk appearing
on the white spot on my nipple when I pumped, I didn’t have
so much a blocked duct, but a narrowed one, explained Barbara.
While the other nipple pores (exits from the ducts) sprayed out
clear jets of milk, the affected one could only let through a slow
leakage. Barbara likened it to a clogged up heart artery – the
gunky coating on the inside of the artery lets a trickle of blood
through, but not the strong flow of a healthy artery. Only once
the gunk builds up sufficiently to cause a full blockage does a
heart attack occur – and as long as I kept forcing milk through
my gunked-up duct, I wouldn’t get mastitis.
In the end, a full five days after onset, Barbara rang me and
suggested I do some nipple rolling. So I put a hot flannel on
my breast, and pulled and turned the nipple in an effort to dislodge
the gunk. Then I fed my baby – and during the feed I felt
a sharp pain that rose above the background pain. A couple of
hours later I realised that the pain and lumpiness was all gone.
Bliss!
In the two months since this happened, I’ve had two repeat
occurrences. There was no white spot or painful suckling, and
both times I was very tired after out of character nighttime
feeds. The night feeds started when my baby fed less during the
day due to his nosiness and excitement at the world in general,
which meant that in addition he wasn’t draining the breasts
properly during the day. The combination of backed-up milk and
tiredness is bad news for my left breast! However, both occurrences
cleared easily with a bit of pressure behind the lump during
feeding and a good night’s sleep.
It’s not all bad news though. I’ve learnt more about
my milk production, and I don’t take my healthy lactating
breasts for granted anymore. Our bodies are absolute marvels!
Andrea Graves, Titirangi
AROHA Jul - Aug 2004.
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